Äh... egentligen är det bara så det är.
Jag vet inte vad som är värst. Att bråka en hel dag och vara i luven på varandra. eller börja dagen med att vara i synk och sen börja bråka, nästan helt utan förvarning. Jag är bara så trött, särskilt som det oftast visar sig när vi har bråkat ett tag att det bara är ett missförstånd av vad den andre egentligen menar. Men då är det försent.
Jag orkar bara inte med det längre. Jag vill inte ha det såhär.
onsdag 31 augusti 2011
fredag 19 augusti 2011
Brazen (weep)
I called you brazen
Called you whore right to your face
And watched you silently
and publicly disgraced
I didn't notice when you
strenghted like a vice
that you were trembling
and burned beneath the ice
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
You said a prayer and I betrayed you with a kiss
I never realized that all had come to this
So keep your dignity
Don't throw it all to waste
Stronger feelings than you've ever learned to face
and burned beneath the ice
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
Called you whore right to your face
And watched you silently
and publicly disgraced
I didn't notice when you
strenghted like a vice
that you were trembling
and burned beneath the ice
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
You said a prayer and I betrayed you with a kiss
I never realized that all had come to this
So keep your dignity
Don't throw it all to waste
Stronger feelings than you've ever learned to face
and burned beneath the ice
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
Why don't you weep, when I hurt you
Why don't you weep, when I cut you
You don't bleed, and the anger
builds up inside
måndag 15 augusti 2011
weak
Lost in time I can`t count the words
(I) said when I thought they went unheard
All of those harsh thoughts so unkind
`Cause I wanted you
(And) now I sit here I`m all alone
So here sits a bloody mess, tears fly home
A circle of angels, deep in war
`Cause I wanted you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Deep as I am, I`m no ones fool
Weak as I am
So what am I now I'm loves last home
I`m all of the soft words I once owned
If I opened my heart, there`d be no space for air
`Cause I wanted
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Deep as I am, I`m no ones fool
Weak as I am
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
Weak as I am
Weak as I am
Weak as I am
(I) said when I thought they went unheard
All of those harsh thoughts so unkind
`Cause I wanted you
(And) now I sit here I`m all alone
So here sits a bloody mess, tears fly home
A circle of angels, deep in war
`Cause I wanted you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Deep as I am, I`m no ones fool
Weak as I am
So what am I now I'm loves last home
I`m all of the soft words I once owned
If I opened my heart, there`d be no space for air
`Cause I wanted
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Weak as I am, no tears for you
Deep as I am, I`m no ones fool
Weak as I am
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
In this tainted soul
In this weak young heart
Am I too much for you
Weak as I am
Weak as I am
Weak as I am